如果我变成回忆, 退出了这场生命..
留下你错愕哭泣, 我冰冷身体, 拥抱不了你..

如果我变成回忆, 终于没那么幸运..
没机会白着头发, 蹒跚牵着你, 看晚霞落尽..

快乐, 什么时候会结束呢?
哪一刻是最后一刻?
想把你紧紧抱着, 可知你是我生命中的,


最舍不得..

i wonder...

are my expectations too high?

i thought i was quite easy to please..

i wonder...

if he's sick and tired of me..

i thought, probably.. most likely..

there's no such thing as fairy tale in this fucking reality..

maybe i should really.. let it be.. let it be..

is it really worth the wait?
making myself so miserable each day..
every smile i made was fake..
every joke i crack was just to hide my sorrow..
wearing a happy face in front of everyone..
only i myself knows whats going on deep inside..
only the tears were true..


i wish i can be stronger..

Dear God,

allow me to humbly ask for Your guidance..

provide me the strength I need to walk this path..

make me strong to cope with the current crisis..

I trust and believe in You..

I believe You have plans..

perhaps this is what You want me to experience..

perhaps this is Your way of making me grow..

I trust that after this hurdle..

I am able to see light at the end of the dark tunnel..

and You mould me into a better person..

this I pray to You..

i hope we made the right choice..

i hope we can take this time to really reflect on wat happened..

i hope we will find the answer to wat we really want..

i hope i am wat u want..

cos all that i need..

is you..