4 nights was HELL (cannot use tt word, 7th mth.)! damn tiring can. so long since I last worked 4 nights (maybe more than a year). but thank goodness it was with darling and tee yu (my 255 darling.. haa.). we had fun as we slogged our way through the 4 nights. I like it that way. though its busy, we work our arses off together (not forgetting to add some fun during the mess) and we rest together. I despise those who enjoys warming every single chair available in the dept while others work till their legs split apart.

so much for the 4 nights. then came our well deserved 3 days off!! woo hoo!~ headed for our chalet after just a few hours of sleep. so the 3 groggy girls went off to get the stuff all on our own. boy, u should see the amt of things we bought and brought to the chalet, without the help of any guys (okays, except the taxi uncle)! I say we are STRONG can. who says we need guys to survive? haa.

it was intended as a low-profile chalet so we din invite tt many ppl. but it was fun n crazy nevertheless! again, I say its the ppl u're with not the numbers u have. u can have a party of 100 ppl but nobody knows who is who, everyone leaves the party displeased. :)

richard koh is the champion snorer!!
all thanks to him I din sleep a wink the whole night!! grr.. not that I heard tt many snorers but I doubt anyone can win him. if anyone thinks he/she can snore louder than richard koh den pls, come let me hear u snore. but not when I'm about to sleep thou. poor darling hafta listen to the symphony for many years to come. faints.

KTV!! again, after just 4 hours of sleep its time for our sing-our-lungs-out session! 6 whole hours of ktv! first time we sang so long lo. many thanks to kah fai who knew some fella working at party world. haas. oh, and the cheapest session we ever had! *winks*

darling n her girls can sing REALLY WELL!! they are so so good u just hafta sit and listen and do nothing else. I bet they'd been practicing like a million times. haa. and we got super high when Dr Benny sang his Mayday songs. the post mayday syndrome everyone's having. like u scroll down fb everyone's talking abt mayday. *rolls eyes*

1 week of day shifts and I'm back to 4 nights again!! this time I'm really looking forward to it cos after the 4 nights, its BKK!!!! I'm trying really hard to resist my urge to shop till we reach bangkok. argh!!! then I'm gona shop like I never shopped before!!!!

another person to say I look like jamie yeo. seriously, I wonder if its a compliment or an insult. and.. pardon me for repeating myself, I have no idea which of my features looked like her. *rolls eyes* oh well, whatever..


went on a road trip, pretending to be tourists with darling, tee yu n ric. haa! 2 days of going round singapore was really tiring can. but when the 4 of us are together, there's always joy n laughter so it was quite enjoyable and FUN!! oh, minus the part where we couldn't find our way thou. the little red dot ain't tt little afterall. haa.


went to help darling choose her wedding gowns too. the power of bridal studios. after looking at so many many lovely gowns, it really makes u feel like donning one of them, and pose for a shot or two. but the thing about marriage, its quite a scary thought don't u think? well, at least for me. life after the wedding day, maintaining the relationship, compromising to each other, adjusting to each others' habits.. don't think I'm ready for all these yet. haa. but its ok, not like I have a potential someone right now. *rolls eyes again*

finally downloaded IE8 after much hesitance. I'm still v comfortable with 7 thou. but I still downloaded after fb's refusal to load properly (distorted layout) like all of a sudden. and I thought it could be the reason y blogger doesn't load properly too. but I was SO WRONG! its still giving me problem, and I obviously am not very happy about it. grr.. loading pictures with blogger in draft is just suuuuuuper slooooow can. *rolls eyes*


anyways. life has toned down abit recently after some feisty period I had. *grins* but, tmr's party time again! and.. and our chalet is coming too! been so long since we last had chalet. haa. followed by 4 nights again and its BKK!! wooo hoooo!~


our US trip is postponed to april thou. *sad* jo's got school and sher can't really leave canada so soon cos of her PR tingy. oh well, as long as its not CANCELLED then I'm fine with anything. :) gives me more time to save money anyways. haa.




that day finally came and all I can say is, I'm so useless.

We're finally going overseas TOGETHER!! after like years of plain talking and not moving. And I'm finally stepping onto the "Land of the smiles"! BKK here I come!!!! *spins round the room*

I thought this trip would be called off like again when sister din wana grant my nights which I originally requested. no fighting with the malays being the reason (which I totally agreed). my mood was at zero the whole morning (perhaps even minus zero) after stepping out of sister's office. "I was in DESPAIR!" as wat juwi repeatedly claimed after I told her wat happened. haa. lucky darling came up with the idea of shifting our travel dates (see I'm not really a fan of planning so I just had no idea of what to do then) and after a second try, it was granted! lalalala..



the thing abt fate, which I had no choice but to believe in, is that; its really out of our limits. when u're not fated to meet someone, u will never get to meet him/her no matter what. nothing u do will change it. at least not with our human power. same thing that happened for 2 consecutive days, see what I mean by no choice but BELIEVE? in a way I see it as God's way of telling me, our time is up.


ciaoz.

sweets from germac dearie! brightened us abit before me n veron mommy slap the next parent that came to triage. haa! she sure knows how to put a smile on everyone's face, always. :D

anyways, my 800th patient didn't come at all.. geez.

i finally brought myself to delete every single message from him in my phone. messages from even before we got together till the end. its been awhile since you-know-what-happened. i knew i had to do it to move on. but i just couldn't bear to touch that silly button and free my phone from that chunk of memory. see even the phone has memory wat more us human (okays, not trying to be lame, serious). i thought at least if the messages are still there then perhaps one day things will suddenly be different. yea, i must be dreaming. so today i finally woke up, or rather i chose to wake up from this brainless dream. haa. i realised i like to use the word brainless nowadays..

yes! its brainless and i shall not stay in that dream anymore!

grr.. 1 more night to go.. tonight will be worse i guess.. with the patriotic singaporeans coming back frm KL, JB or wateva u have, displaying their quality traits (read: kiasu, kiasi).. boy, they are just damn good at doing it can.. I HATE LONG WEEKENDS! esp when i can't enjoy it.. esp when i have to work, be on night shift to face all those CRAP they do EVERYTIME. wanting to see snr doc or see doc STAT when that f-ing buffalo of theirs is running a temperature since like few HOURS ago! gosh. i wonder whats become of parents and kiddos nowadays. are we really providing such good SERVICE to them that they have to come each time their kid has fever or (forgive me for saying this) are they simply brainless? i don't remember going to the hospital (when i'm sick, that is) my whole life growing up and the only doctor who saw me as a kid in the hospital was probably the neonatologist examining me when i first breathed the singapore air. *rolls eyes*

okays, time to prepare myself to fight war laters.. 800 here i come!

Caffeine addict.

I slowed down my steps as i felt the trail of coffee right in front of my nose. The aroma perked me up immediately just when i was dragging my heavy feet to the bus stop. Of course, its none other than Starbucks! "No, i shall resist the urge even though it may mean feeling alive again after the long day." Hastening my pace, bleeped the thought, there i was, at the bus stop with my bus waiting.

Thou shall obey the rule of having just 1 cup per day. For health reasons as well as my precious beauty sleep. Though i personally feel my lack of sleep was very much unlikely due to caffeine. :)

Oh well.

I say girls will be girls no matter what, afterall. I seriously do not think its just me. Haa. The intention of just stepping in to Sephora, solely for browsing purposes, landed me with 70 over bucks lesser in my bank a/c [rolls eyes, i know]. See, that's why i told my prince i CANNOT step inside the store. Grins. What can i say, they just have too many interesting things lying on their display shelves and me, i'm simply a sucker for cosmetics. Especially those in really sweet packaging. Grins. Not like i bought many many things thou. :)

Dunkin' Donuts!!

Okays people, the word here is nostalgic. Haa. Doesn't this bring back all those childhood memories of yours? Did for mine thou. And i wondered why it took them so long to come back to our hometown. Anyways. I thought i saw people carrying it while at ION the other day but really didn't see the outlet. We thought people brought it from like overseas or smth, just to console ourselves. But i saw it today and i JUST HAVE TO GET IT!! Its my first time buying donuts despite the donut craze that eventually ceased when people realised that donuts (nice or not nice) are available at almost every shopping centre, just like what happened to bubble tea back then. I was so excited and i din know what to buy! And plus the queue was rather long, i just picked these few that appeared rather enticing. Well, at least to me. :) Enjoy the pic while i enjoy the donuts!

Bestest Bud

long before the days where BFF is habitually used as a term to describe best friends, "Bestest Bud" was what we called each other.
Me and sherlyne.
if you say we're the closest two in the entire school i seriously think no one would disagree.
for being such a geek in the olden days [okays, admit i'm old], i was mostly remebered as sher's best friend and not my name.
not that sad actually, kinda funny rather.

i missed us. seriously.
missed those times we wrote small notes to each other in class.
missed us having training together.
missed going to town after school.
missed the times where we were late for school and had to unpick our pinafore cos it was too short.
missed how sad we were when we got streamed to different classes.
missed our laughter, when we were still so young and innocent.

i feel bad. and i totally regreted not being there for her when she needed someone.
especially when her dad passed on.
its been so long, so long that i can't recall why we drifted apart.
and like i said, i feel really bad.
for not putting in effort to keep our relationship going.
i say relationship becos i feel we're more than friends.
she's more like a family member to me.
someone in the family whom i've let down.

i've always wanted to 'rebuild' this relationship but i guess i just have no courage.
i don't know why.
i think of her every now and then but jus have no guts to even drop her a msg in fb.
but thankfully jo helped me.
and i'm really really grateful of her bringing us back together.
even if its just the 2 days we met, i was really happy and i guess we really enjoyed ourselves.

so i'm telling myself that from now onwards i'm gona put in effort to build the relationship again and i really hope we can be close like before.
cos i really treasure her alot and i noe, the thing thats most important besides your family are your friends.
and she's much much important cos she's my family. :)