air headed

okays.. its my second night and for some reason i jus couldn't get my way to dreamland this morning.. so my eyes are so super dry.. had no appetite to eat a single thing too.. probably the extreme lack of sleep Germac said..

Germac's in charge today, for the first time.. haha.. never did assist in-charge at all either.. so far so good.. she's singing 'i love ponstan' cos it made her monthly friend go away.. wish i could have something to keep my eyes open so i can sing 'i love [something]' too.. haa.. ok not funny.. well, ya hafta forgive me cos this is wat comes out of an unrested mind..

Darling called me jus now as i dragged myself into the dept.. [thou very much i hoped it was someone else.. hai.. nvm me..] Body shop's Vit E eye cream is going for $16.90 each!! tts like super cheap!! so darling said she's gona get 2 more for herself and asked how many i want.. of cos i said 2 for me too! haha.. tried and tested.. was good lor!! oh well, not tt my eye bags and panda eyes were gone for goodness sake [i hate my nose for tt.. otherwise i love it for its not too flat look.. haha].. but the result frm it was much better than the various brands i tried.. at first when darling said there's this warm feeling when u apply and i couldn't quite understand.. so one day i tried with jus a tweenie bit more than the norm and i finally understood wat she meant!! haha..

Kak Jah's 'soup of the day' tonight.. been a long time since i last worked with her.. haha.. okays.. this part's getting abit out of point.. i'm jus keeping my fingers busy so as to keep my eyes opened.. ARGH!!! i hate this feeling!! miss my ever so comfy princessy nest.. wish i could leave together with the Es.. Grr~

Hate the feeling of uncertainty.. where things are hanging in the air.. or when u're unsure whether u've jus made yet another wrong move.. the thought of just going with the flow but the very next moment comes the contradictory thoughts.. it just keeps bugging no matter how much u tell urself to stay away frm it..

Oh well.. I'm talking nonsense again..

Juls was frantically calling me to the lockers and handed me this book tt looked rather familiar.. okays.. its the ARC[advanced resuscitation in children] book which i already had for some reasons.. and she said we're going for the course on 3rd and 4th.. which is like less than a weeks time.. WTF.. the worse has yet to come.. there's this pre-course briefing laters at 7am!!! i'm not even sure if i'll be K.O.-ded after i finish typing this.. tell me abt it man.. darling said the ARC is easy.. not sure if its like LSCN or our own mock codes.. its at PSTC so i guess they'll take the bloody video as we play our mock code.. grr.. this is so not fun!!

the Obs 2 weekly counting file is missing yet again.. y am i not surprised man.. kak jah and kak ros both starting to bug the 'touch-me-not' me.. i'm getting pissed.. like i'm the one who lost it.. argh!! okays.. shall go and count my spacers and masks before i go for my break..

Bring me to my dreamland will ya?