Its august already.. And like always, u get more and more emotional as the days past, when the date gets nearer.. Its that kind of mixed feelings.. U feel happy for him cos this is what he always wanted, its his dream.. yet, u can't help but feel sad cos he's leaving.. Leaving for good or perhaps he'll be back, there's no definitive answer..
Things are constantly running through my mind.. I couldn't help but wonder, what would it be like if say, we're together? Its a definite NO for him to stay.. But, would there be any promises? Or maybe some change of plans? Oh well, those were again my nonsensical thoughts.. Painting my beautiful picture and building my ever so huge castle in the air.. Hee~
Life goes on, whether u like it or not.. In life, u can't expect every single thing to flow as u wish, or things to happen jus because u said so.. Afterall, who are u to have such power? haha.. u jus have to accept whatever that comes along, and perhaps, it could be a blessing in disguise? Perhaps this is just a passing phase and perhaps in years to come...... perhaps, perhaps, perhaps..
Whatever it is, he'll have all my wishes and i really hope he can do well in this.. Cos I want him to.. :)
cHROn|cLEs
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