sadist.

indeed. totally a sadist.
i'm making myself happy by 'watching' others' misery.
well, not exactly laughing at them, but rather, telling myself i shld be happy i wasn't in their shoes. i'm luckier in a sense.
not trying to sound noble seriously. i really did felt better.

another thing tt makes me feel better: gossiping.
haa. not tt i'm a total fan of gossiping. (okays, i see u rolling ur eyes)
it feels irritating at times, especially if we gossip on the same topic like for the 100th time.
feels as though we gossip for the sake of gossiping, brainless and just makes us no different from some bimbos out there.
but one thing that assures me after each session.
that i have the support from my girls, no matter what happens and ALWAYS.
and even though its for the 101st time saying it, they will still do it to make me feel better. :)