Any rich man out there???

Nice?? someone buy me tt.. i'll consider marrying u.. wahaha!

I'm praying for you baby..

p.s. never mind what people say as long as our conscious is clear. thats how you stay strong. :)

Happiness

Really touched by what darling said in her recent post.. abt how richard is the angel sent by her daddy from heaven to walk her through the rest of her life.. i cried as i was reading.. you know, i think its true when people say that a daddy will always protect his girl no matter what happened, and if a guy cannot protect you and take care of you the way your daddy did, then never marry this person.. well, this i believe to a certain extent.. nobody, even the best guy you think you ever met, can ever replace your daddy..

I was being brought up with my daddy pampering and spoiling me.. he always wants the best for me and my sis.. the best food, the best clothes.. a certain thing we wanted and he'll get the best quality of it for us, never minded the price.. we're not from a well to do family that is.. thats his way of loving us.. not much words spoken, but deep in our hearts, we know he loves us..

Perhaps thats how it affected the way i see a man.. the father figure.. sometimes i'm really envious of my mom.. to have met such a wonderful man in her life, and to start a family with him.. i couldn't help but wonder, will i ever meet somebody like him? to provide me his unconditional love, to take care of me like his little girl..

With my wilful thinking, a lot of times i thought, maybe by showing it first will i get the kind of love i always wanted.. and in attempts to do so, it always ended up with me getting hurt.. the torment was simply too much to bear.. i've since learnt to relinquish the idea, the search for the perfect father figure, and come to realise that no one can ever replace my daddy..

I think daddy wanted the same as i did.. for me to meet someone who loves me the way he does.. i still remember very clearly how his tears fell when he learnt about what happened to sis.. my heart ached so badly i thought i was dying from it.. never do i want to see that happen ever again.. that i promised myself..

I'm really happy for darling.. that she'd found her happiness.. being so blessed and blissful with her hubby.. well, if yours has yet to come, why not feel happy for the one you love first right? :)

4 NIGHTS again...

yes.. i'm doing 4 nights like again can.. haha! been doing 4 nights quite often nowadays.. this yr i mean.. before tt i've only did once 4 nights and i tot i hated it.. haha.. but now i think its quite ok.. after u get used to it.. and what can be more alluring than the rest days u get after tt? haha.. the thing is.. i tend to always fall sick after the 4 nights.. *faintz* hahaha! okays.. like half the time lah.. the other time i had this really bad tummy ache and had to lie in bed for 2 days lor! 5 days off frm work and i stayed home becos of tt.. wat an arse right?

today is the 3rd night le!! one more to go.. and today i'm outside with kak jah again.. *fingers crossed* haha.. wish me luck ya..

i'll be on leave again!! what shall i do for the next 2 weeks den? weeEEE!!~

spooky~

okays.. the freakiest thing jus happened.. was walking into T2 with my coffee when the computer screen went into internet explorer by itself and then went on to the yahoo page.. mouse din move at all.. so did the pointer.. all these happened in like 1 second.. freaked out.. but i'm still using the damn bloody com now.. hee~ duh..

SICK

I feel so much like puking.. someone pass me Ondens please? :D

zzZZZ

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