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okays.. things has been going awry for the past few days.. everything seemed to be pissing me off.. every little thing.. including teddy.. i jus got pissed by him last night for the slightest thing.. he said i din tell him i was on leave.. but i remembered very clearly i did told him and not like once.. but he insisted.. said i din mention at all and not even in my msgs.. i got pissed and went thru my past msgs and forwarded the evident to him.. thats how he made me angry at like 1am can.. and i'm ignoring him.. well, i was angry not becos he din remember a thing abt my leave.. i was mad at him for the accusation.. i got so furious my tears fell.. u know, i cry when i'm in extreme anger.. oh, watever~

then this afternoon, the damn computer kena VIRUS!! kaozz.. i dunno wat exactly it is.. some spyware or trojan or wateva.. and i couldn't even go into internet explorer!! and i panicked la obviously.. was having palpitations and my hands were trembling! haa~ never epxerienced such bad hysteria, those that happened during bad resus wasn't at all this bad.. okays.. abit exaggerating.. haha.. anyways.. i got dad to bring it down to the computer shop before i really go bonkers.. hee~ no choice wat.. not as if i'm some computer expert to fix the damn thing.. i'm probably better in jus online shopping.. haha! hope they can fix it like tmr? argh!!! i'm so lifeless without my com!!!

finally back at work tonight! rotting is not tt interesting a pastime afterall.. but i did enjoy my deserved rest lah.. haha.. okays.. tts contradicting.. my assignment is like ........... i dunno wat to say.. tonight is still not too bad.. outside with rakiyah.. told them to kill me at 0730hrs later so i dun hafta come to work.. shall not go into too much details abt tmr's assignment.. jus hope tt it'll be a smooth shift... PLEASE!!!~~