ANNOUNCEMENT: I'M AFRAID OF DOGS!! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!

has anyone ever suffered frm chronic hangover? haha.. i think i might have.. was like having overlapping hangovers.. duh~ woke up yesterday with a super bad headache but still went to work anyways..

was out with baby @ Le Bar(again) on friday.. she was having attachment at CICU and its her last day of attachment!! tt calls for somewhat a celebration! lol!~ din call for reservation thou.. tot of trying our luck and see if we can 'walk-in'.. haha.. but we sort of have a back-up plan lah.. so after we reach, as usual and as expected, the place was FULL!! but i think lady luck was with us.. heh~ wisnie was there with patrick and the guys.. so i whiningly asked if we could sit with them.. haha! of cos they said yes la.. who on earth can stand my whine sia.. lol!!

Darling was so drunk tt night she FRENCH KISSED ME!!!!! haha.. jus before i got up the cab.. den i like pushed her away lor!! lol! ppl around were all starring at the 2 crazy girls.. haha.. darling say obviously they're shocked cos 2 pretty girls are kissing each other like nobody's business.. if say one of us more boyish kind den at least can understand.. wahaha!! anyways.. her phone went flat on her after i left and she said she went ard asking ppl to lend her their phone!! in the end teddy lent her his.. baby said he's so funny.. like blur, dunno wats happening.. lol! oh.. and she became a merlion after tt!!! hahaha! i remembered the one time i became a merlion at the old place.. was so SHITTY!! so i can understand how baby felt at tt time.. haha!

So after work went over to wisnie's place for our 'home-drinking session'.. haha.. din feel like going at first.. but she wanted me to buy some shoju over so.. jus went lor.. it din occur to me that she jus got a new DOG!! kaozz!!! if i know i wouldn't have went lor!!! and her sis was like carrying the dog right up to my face after knowing i have PHOBIA OF DOGS!! i was screaming and running for my life!! lol!~ the worst has yet to come.. later Fion came.. and then... she brought her DOG along too!!! *faintzz* hers was a much bigger dog.. dun ask wat breed it is okays.. i noe nuts abt dogs.. guess was the same as wisnie's.. so the 2 dogs got excited and was jumping abt in the hse and i bloody hell freaked out lor!! they kept asking me to touch the dogs hoping i'll somehow overcome the fear like OVERNIGHT!.. wth.. a phobia will stay with u for the rest of ur life maybe.. well, unless u seek treatment or wat lah.. but i dun think anyone will be so free and so freaking boliao to go n seek treatment for phobia.. hee~

anyways, went off quite early last night cos i was really really really tired and plus i was K shift today.. been out like almost everyday for the whole week and i'm jus super shagg can.. woke up today with an even heavier head.. lol!~ well, serve me right lah.. super busy shift today!! kaozz.. can u imagine with 3 person doing triage and the que is still like 9-10 everytime u press the damn que system!!! all the singaporeans stay home and watch olympics can!!! i swear i was typing till my hands cramp lor!! and all the f*cking parents keep coming to ask if they can see the doctor IMMEDIATELY!!! and they dun care whether u have patients in ur counter, they jus BARGE IN!!! at least u wana check the waiting time or ask for priority u dun be so bloody hell RUDE LAH!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!! and its always the happy and active child's parents asking for the freaking priority.. the real sick ones jus sit quietly and wait for their turn.. come on lah.. i dun think u dun have eyes to see for urself how many patients we have lor!! the whole dept was like MAD HOUSE!! hai.. shall not comment further..

Baby's coming back to work next week!!! haha.. finally after the long wait.. at least my life wun be so miserable.. hee~

NEW staff lounge @ KKH!!

kaozz!! the new staff lounge is bloody hell nice and classy can!!! i jus saw it frm baby's blog... haha.. haven been there yet thou sister tor keep asking us to go take a look!! go see the pictures baby taken ya.. and see if it looks anything like a HOSPITAL PLACE!!! heh~ there's a bar counter too!! but i doubt they sell drinks there.. erm.. not like soft drinks kinda drink.. ya get wat i mean k.. lol!!~ if they have i sure go there like all the time fo small drinks lor!! better still if there's some cute bartenders.. wahahaha!! okays.. shall go prepare for work.. ciaoz!

Blissful

Thats how it felt like as i dwarf in his embrace..

Contented, even if its just for this short while..

Hope thats not too much to ask for.. :)

Its august already.. And like always, u get more and more emotional as the days past, when the date gets nearer.. Its that kind of mixed feelings.. U feel happy for him cos this is what he always wanted, its his dream.. yet, u can't help but feel sad cos he's leaving.. Leaving for good or perhaps he'll be back, there's no definitive answer..

Things are constantly running through my mind.. I couldn't help but wonder, what would it be like if say, we're together? Its a definite NO for him to stay.. But, would there be any promises? Or maybe some change of plans? Oh well, those were again my nonsensical thoughts.. Painting my beautiful picture and building my ever so huge castle in the air.. Hee~

Life goes on, whether u like it or not.. In life, u can't expect every single thing to flow as u wish, or things to happen jus because u said so.. Afterall, who are u to have such power? haha.. u jus have to accept whatever that comes along, and perhaps, it could be a blessing in disguise? Perhaps this is just a passing phase and perhaps in years to come...... perhaps, perhaps, perhaps..

Whatever it is, he'll have all my wishes and i really hope he can do well in this.. Cos I want him to.. :)

Scatterbrainie

I forgot to bring my phone out today...
WTH~ :(

down..

okays.. things has been going awry for the past few days.. everything seemed to be pissing me off.. every little thing.. including teddy.. i jus got pissed by him last night for the slightest thing.. he said i din tell him i was on leave.. but i remembered very clearly i did told him and not like once.. but he insisted.. said i din mention at all and not even in my msgs.. i got pissed and went thru my past msgs and forwarded the evident to him.. thats how he made me angry at like 1am can.. and i'm ignoring him.. well, i was angry not becos he din remember a thing abt my leave.. i was mad at him for the accusation.. i got so furious my tears fell.. u know, i cry when i'm in extreme anger.. oh, watever~

then this afternoon, the damn computer kena VIRUS!! kaozz.. i dunno wat exactly it is.. some spyware or trojan or wateva.. and i couldn't even go into internet explorer!! and i panicked la obviously.. was having palpitations and my hands were trembling! haa~ never epxerienced such bad hysteria, those that happened during bad resus wasn't at all this bad.. okays.. abit exaggerating.. haha.. anyways.. i got dad to bring it down to the computer shop before i really go bonkers.. hee~ no choice wat.. not as if i'm some computer expert to fix the damn thing.. i'm probably better in jus online shopping.. haha! hope they can fix it like tmr? argh!!! i'm so lifeless without my com!!!

finally back at work tonight! rotting is not tt interesting a pastime afterall.. but i did enjoy my deserved rest lah.. haha.. okays.. tts contradicting.. my assignment is like ........... i dunno wat to say.. tonight is still not too bad.. outside with rakiyah.. told them to kill me at 0730hrs later so i dun hafta come to work.. shall not go into too much details abt tmr's assignment.. jus hope tt it'll be a smooth shift... PLEASE!!!~~

Pathetic

Life is.
Try killing someone and say sorry after that.
Get the picture?
Duh~