lOst |N rEVEr|E

at this point i think nobody can ever say my intuition was wrong.
indeed there was someone else.
i feel like a total idiot.
i feel so cheated.
so fucking cheated.
so this is how it feels when u are cheated.
this is wat u call "not ready"
getting attached in less than a mth.
when things were still somehow hanging.
ok. i was the one. the only one who was hanging.
not him. at all.
it seemed he wasn't affected at all.
not a single bit.
"things happened too quickly"?
sheesh. that was really quick. really.
i'm just lucky that i don't have to put up with all these shit anymore.
no more insecurities, no more doubts, no more worrying, no more thinking of who your friends were, or what you were doing.
no more crap.
i just wish you can grow up from now onwards.
treat every girl you encounter from now onwards nicely and gentlemanly.
and seriously, grow up.
may you have a wonderful and enjoyable relationship.